"daddy will be destroyed when junior goes nowhere. It will be tough to face your friends and other team dads after all these years of excuses"

This seems to be EXACTLY what is happening with you. You obviously were involved with the team and no longer are. More than likely, your kid was not selected for Orange team. Now you post about how bad they were/are. Don't take it so hard. There are plenty of good teams out there. Hopefully, your son continues to develop and has a great career.